Post by jackgreen on Oct 8, 2010 19:30:12 GMT -5
JACK ROBIN
GREEN
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I guess you should know that I'm
schizophrenic. It's genetic, and I
inherited this trait from my mother.
I guess I'll get more into that when
I discuss my past. But anyway. I'm
really nervous pretty much all the
time, and when I get really stressed
I can get kind of crazy. And when
I get crazy, I do stupid things. It's
Danny...he convinces me to do
things I probably shouldn't do. And
they really never make sense. It's
hard to explain, if you don't know
what schizophrenia is. Basically, it's
an attribute that has come to define
me.
Usually I'm really patient and quiet.
I guess I'm shy, but I always have
been. I'm also reluctant to change.
I like having a schedule, doing the
same thing every day. It works for
me. When change comes along, so
does stress, and then along comes
Danny. And with Danny come anxiety
attacks and panic attacks and this
leads to all sorts of issues. That's me
in a nutshell..."issues."
I'm more of an artistic optimist than
anything else. I like singing, and acting,
and drawing and painting and all of
that stuff. And then I also play sports...
because it's expected of me, by my
mother. Plus, my therapist thinks
physical exercise is good for me and
my sensitive emotional state or
something like that. Most of the time
I'm "withdrawn," the only times I've
ever really been a little more outgoing
or fun is when I'm on stage, performing.
Otherwise I like to sit quietly with my
nose in a book of some sort. It's just
easiest for me that way. I worry too
much, about everything. About what
people think of me, mostly. And about
other people getting hurt, or doing
something bad, or something. And
about Danny...but again, hard to explain.
I'm, um, I don't have too many friends.
And those I do have, I only have
because I've known them a while.
But this is my first year at McKinley.
I'm hoping I'll find friends in Glee
club, or on the baseball team or
something...but it's not even baseball
season yet. And I'm really just kind
of nervous about even joining New
Directions. I've never been very
good at making new friends. This
year I'm probably going to lean on
Danny and Amber more than ever...
at least for a little while.
I look for someone nice, and funny.
And...they don't have to be all that
great looking, but that'd be nice. I'd
like to find someone that won't mind
that I'm kind of quiet and shy...
someone that might even try to pull
me out of my shell a bit. I wouldn't
mind someone that would hold my
hand and help me get out there a little.
___________________________hey!
I don't think that there are many people
that hate me. I don't think many people
can hate me. I probably don't exist to
very many people. I mean to say that I'm
pretty much invisible. I'm shy, I don't talk
much, and so it's kind of difficult for me to
piss people off. Really I'm just ignored,
most of the time, if people don't like me.
It's that simple. There might be a couple
people that consider me their "enemy,"
but I don't know how.
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