Post by finn on Oct 8, 2010 18:05:43 GMT -5
FINN ANTHONY
HUDSON
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So...like I said, I'm pretty naive. At least, I kinda
get that a lot. I guess it makes it easy for people
to manipulate me? Not that I notice it. If I noticed
it, it probably wouldn't happen very often. But my
mom tells me sometimes that I've been taken
advantage of, and I just don't get it. Except for
when Quinn did it. I mean, like, I got that one...it
was kind of obvious after Rachel told me I wasn't
the father. And then I kinda lost my temper,
because I do that sometimes. I don't mean to.
It's just that I keep things all bottled up, because
I'm trying so hard to be what everyone wants me
to be. All athletic and stuff, and dating who I'm
expected to date, and keeping my grades up. My
mom told me once that I was stretching myself
too thin, so I stopped doing homework, but it just
didn't help. And when I bottle things up for too
long, I kinda explode later when everything unravels.
Either I end up beating the crap out of the person
I thought was my best friend, or I end up sobbing
in my mother's arms. Because things just tend to
get out of hand.
But, like, I'm hard-working, and I think I'm pretty
nice. I do get kinda shallow, and I probably care
about what others think of me too much, but
I'm still nice and polite and stuff. I mean, what
else do you need to know about me? Because
I really don't actually know what I'm supposed
to say. That's...that's just me, really.
I like friends, and I think I have a lot of them.
I mean, I'm pretty popular. Being a quarterback
and all that. So, basically, I'll be friends with
anyone. I guess I never used to be friends with,
like, the nerds or anything, but since joining Glee
club I've been trying to be a lot less shallow, so
I don't mind talking to the geeks or anything.
I stopped throwing losers into trash cans,
because apparently they didn't like that, and
I never really wanted to do it, anyway. It was
just that all the other guys were doing it, and
I didn't want to seem uncool. But...people don't
like being thrown into trash cans. So...I should
be able to be friends with more people now,
y'know?
I look for a girl that's, like, independent. I
mean, I don't have anything against other
girls, but I don't think anyone should depend
on me for much more than support. And girls
that know what they want, and aren't afraid
to go for it. I mean, I'm just probably not
going to notice a girl otherwise. Not because
they aren't just as good, just because I'm
kind of oblivious. And...I kinda like girls that
will do all of my talking for me and stuff.
Other people might see them as obnoxious...
but I see them as necessary, I guess.
___________________________hey!
I guess there might be some people that don't
like me. Some guys on the team have been
pretty jerky to me since I joined Glee club.
And then I freaking hate that Jesse guy,
from Vocal Adrenaline? He's a jerk. I don't
think I have too many enemies, though. I
mean, I'm not smart enough to hate. It'd
just be a waste of energy, because usually
I don't really understand your insults. Sorry.
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